One thing can change your life forever

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 19:33:50 GMT

Now I'm not one to follow the crowd, but I thought it was something to do.

Paige needs 'sensitivity training'
Paige needs a family where she will be loved and accepted unconditionally.\
Paige needs to stop grinning like a chesire cat.
Paige needs to relax
Paige needs tutoring in Shakespearean Literature
Paige needs to find a dead man to save her daughter's life. (is anyone else creeped out by this?)
Paige needs to go immediately.
Paige needs Eddie's help(Who is Eddie?)
Paige needs an answer!(answer to what?)
Paige needs to go experience life.

Well, that's it. Totally not true..any of them. But whatever, I thought I would post and be like everyone else. I know, weird huh? ♥

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 19:28:04 GMT

I really don't seem myself lately. It's weird. Between work and Spirit Squad, I don't do much. I haven't been out with friends since before I can remember. I mean if this was like Heather Sinclare I was talking about...so not surprising. But it's me. I really don't know. I do know one thing though, I could totally use an awesome boyfriend and a bestfriend who talks to me. Seriously, is it just me or has Hazel completely dissapeared? I see her like 15 seconds a day, it's insane. HELLO?!?!--BFF's are suppose to stick together. Maybe I should rethink this whole Hazel thing, I mean where was she when I was put in the hospital? Off with that ex boyfriend probably. Zara was the one who came, well her and Spinner. God Spinner, I miss that boy. WOW, did I just say that? I, Paige miss Spinner? I think I should lay down or something. I couldn't still like him..that's just not possible. But whatever, I am totally thinking of having a party or something..those always seem to bring people together, if you know what I mean. Maybe I could pick up some pointer's from Manny..she's more or less the school slut. Who knows, maybe she could help. I could use a break from Spirit Squad and Work, but Merri would like totally die, and I don't think they could loose me on Spirit Squad. I mean, Darcy's double, sooo not pretty.

Oh well, I'll figure something out. I think a Dylan visit is what I need. ♥

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 18:25:44 GMT

Zara,

I don't think I am going to Group today. I was planning on it, really I was..but then Carl (my theropy guy person) found out I didn't eat all weekend. He wants me to go theropy instead or something.

..even though its not going to do anything. I won't listen to them.

Talk to you Later,
♥ Paige

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 13:46:18 GMT

Yesterday was the first day of Paige being a senior, baby! My classes are alright, but Heather Sinclare is like, totally annoying in history with her little giggly laugh. It is TOO early in the morning to hear that, its driving me insane. I'll live though, I mean..its only Heather. Yeah, so I also have a few classes with Jimmy, Spinner, you know the whole bunch. Oh, and me and Hazel have english together, which I must say is totally AWESOME. So yeah, I still can't believe we are FINALLY seniors guys! (Well, for us upperclassmen.)

But enough about school. I bet you want to hear how therepy is going. It's alright, like I said before, some of the guys who work there are complete hotties. I feel kind of like I am wasting their time though, because all I do is sit there and stare at the tiles on the floor. Yep, 146 tiles. But yeah, I am going to start going with Zara to that group thing, I just have to talk to her about it..oh god, that will be interesting... Since my parents are, completely spazing on me since they got back..its pretty much, home-school-home-work-home, switching spirit squad with work on some days. They are afraid I will, just not come home or something because they "weren't there to help me blah blah" or something. Parents are so weird sometimes. If anyone wants to hang out or something though, I am sure I can find someway, or maybe just have friends over. Who knows.

mmhm, and Hazel..call me. We SO have to get together. I am thinking shopping and smoothies?

♥ Paige

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 21:27:38 GMT

I left today ~~with only two people EVER visiting me..Spin and Zara once each..GEE thanks everyone.~~ But yeah, so I am home..with the flowers, movie, and a teddy bear Hazel sent to my room. I am staying home tomorrow but, you will be sure to see me Friday ~~although you guys obvisouly didn't miss me~~

Someone needs to help me get back into the swing of things, concidering I missed the first, like three..soon to be four days of school.

Anyways, Zara asked me if I wanted to go to the same help group or whatever you call it. I need to go to one, so I guess I will just go to her's...atleast I know someone. Not like it matters, because I am not going to like, go and open up or anything..NO WAY. I will simply sit there for the zillion months I have to, and be done with it. I also have to go to these therepy sessions. Totally boring, but some of the guys there are pretty darn cute, so I don't mind going I guess. But yeah, thats all I have to say about that matter..except noone has like, tried to hang out with me..I so totally lost my touch.

Anyways, I guess that is all I have to say, come visit me? ♥ Paige

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 00:35:46 GMT

Yeah, so tommorrow they tell me when I can leave, it should be sometime this week. All I have to say is thank god, because I think if I have to stay in here much longer I am going to go insane. ~~Besides therepy sessions,~~ all I have been doing is sitting here, bored out of my mind. ~~Oh, and of course I have gotten like, NO visitors...so yeah, thanks guys.~~ But whatever, life goes on ~~even if you don't have a boyfriend, or much in the way of friends right now~~. Visit me? ♥ Paige

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 01:18:51 GMT

Yeah, so since my parents have been on some business trip or something and I haven't gotten any better, Zara and Spin took me to the hospital ~~not like I had a choice..I was too weak to fight back~~. I don't think it's anything like deathly or anything ~~they say I gave my self anerexia..or however you spell it..I can't believe it though, it was just some stupid diet..they need to get over it, I'm FINE~~ so I am sure I'll be out soon ~~well, I know I won't but I don't want anyone to worry..not like they would anyways~~

It's so boring here though, and the ~~therepist they brought in to help~~ doctor or whatever asked me ~~if it may have anything to do with Dean raping me a few years ago, HOW COULD THEY EVEN RELATE THIS TO THAT?!?!?~~ all these questions, so annoying. Anyways, I'm here..not going anywhere.

visit PLEASE? ♥ Paige

OOC FICLET THINGY

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 03:57:19 GMT

Paige sits on her couch as she has been for the past few days, as she gets the call from Marco about him having a party at his place.

Paige is usually the last one to pass up a party, but still feeling weak and dizzy-like, she decided she better not go.

"UGH!" She hits her fist on the table from frustration, but not that hard because she is still weak.
She closes her eyes, while dropping her head back, and opens them to the sight of the ceiling.
"I hate this stupid diet! errrr" She says to herself as she picks up an energy bar, her second/last meal of the day if you count the bite of an apple she had earlier. As she slowly rips open the rapper, she picks up the card that Zara gave her the other day.

As she finishs the bar, she considers whether or not to acually call the number on the card that belonged to a lady that Zara said,"could help her with her eating problem"...PSH, Paige didn't think she had a problem, and that dieting was something girls did to look more appealing,and since she hadn't been getting any guys since Dave told her he wasn't into her, and that he was mostly more into guys, it meant she needed to get smaller and she must be fat or something.

She glances at her cellphone, wondering why no one has even called to see if she was alright, since she had been sitting on the couch for almost a week. The only person she has really heard from was Zara, and now that she knew what Paige was doing, she would rather see Hazel-her so called best friend who "couldn't keep a secret"..."WHAT HAPPENED TO HER ANYWAYS? DOES SHE NOT CARE ABOUT HER BEST FRIEND" She wonders.

Yeah, then Paige does other stuff I fail to mention on account that I am tired and want to sleep.
Sorry for the lack of RPing and updating..I am like, so busy all the time. =( But I AM trying. I promise. lol

Oh yeah, and when does school "start" for Degrassi?

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 01:59:33 GMT

Yeah, so I haven't come in contact with many of you lately, and summer's almost gone. I need some fun, or drama...ANYTHING in my life right now. Staying at home when I am not at work sucks. ~~I think my mom is getting suspisious of my eating habits, crap.~~But anyways, someone call me. I need to get out of the house, its summer!!! ♥ Paige

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 14:42:14 GMT

So Marco's having a party tonight or something. Pot luck dinner? ~~having to eat in front of everyone? not sure if I'll go~~ Sounds a little out of the ordinary but concidering Degrassi's history there will probably be some big drama, always is. But I guess we will just see how things go. I wonder if Hazel and Spinner are going, ~~they better keep their mouths shut~~I guess I'll talk to them and find out.

Seems like I haven't talked to alot of people lately~~like Sean, I haven't talked to you since that one night..did you get my note?~~ Who knows, but anywho. Call me if you need me and if I don't answer I am at work. ♥ Paige

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 00:52:12 GMT

I'm back guys. ~~not like you tried to find out where I was~~ I've been working alot, and when I'm not working I'm ~~sleeping, its like WHOA I feel dizy like ALL the time~~busy with, stuff. You know me, always busy. I haven't updated this thing in awhile. I am just not one to waste my time one the computer ~~like people like Liberty~~ I guess. ~~or maybe its because I'm always too tired to be bothered~~

Seems like I missed alot being like, busy all the time. It's so drama filled, its crazy. But I guess that would just be Degrassi for you. All I have to say is I am glad I am not in the middle of any of it. ~~its much more fun watching on the sidelines, hehehe~~

I'll update more later guys, since I might hang out with Hazel or something. I need a night out! ♥ Paige

OOC

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 20:40:42 GMT

((Yeah, so I have been like SUPER busy lately. I have been all over the place, and Saturday I am leaving for St. Louis. I am trying to RP but its really hard and doesn't seem to be working. I really really don't want to quit considering I have been your Paige since the creation of _degrassicsrp2..and yeah. I am going to try really really hard..I really will. Just please don't cut me. I am trying. =( yeah...

<33 Stacy/Paige))

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 14:47:11 GMT

Hey Guys, quick post. I'm working ALL weekend, which sucks. But hey, its money for ~~those diet bars I have been eating~~shopping. But anyways, just thought I would tell you guys how Paige is busy all weekend...ugh! If only Alex would show up to work ~~I don't even know if she still works here, maybe she got fired, or quit? God, I should be paying more attention to everyone~~ Well, I have to go shower and get ready, I am opening at 12, and I am running late today~~if I want to skip breakfast I have to leave early enough to tell mom I am eating out before work~~ So yeah, I won't have time to go online or update this thing until like Monday or Tuesday ~~maybe later if I don't feel the need for you guys read this anyways~~ Call the cell if its MONDO important. ♥ Paige

((Vermont for the weekend, be back like Monday or Tuesday...then I am going to St. Louis next Saturday, but I am going to try and be more active and such as soon as things calm down.SORRY GUYS!!!!!))

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 15:37:55 GMT

It sounds like Manny's party was pretty interesting. I am soo mad I had to work ~~for a few hours before they made me go home~~ all night. It was pretty slow at the movies, too. ~~Thank god only a few people saw me pass out before they sent me home.~~I guess everyone was at the party. I would have really liked to go, because I haven't seen like anyone lately.~~I haven't been to the dot in like forever since this diet~~ I really want to hang out more with Hazel this summer, and JT too. I also haven't seen Spinner, Jimmy, Marco, ~~he is probably with Dave somewhere~~ or Ash since like summer started. Anyone want to hang out? I am thinking of taking a night off and having a party. Who knows, everyone might be all party-ed out. ♥

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 03:45:27 GMT

So I went to Hazel's for a bit tonight. We did the old..nails, pizza, and movie night. It was nice to hang out with my best friend for the first time practically with this summer. I also talked a little with Dave online. ~~I hate how he pitys me because I like him and he is gay..~~ I haven't really been keeping in touch with many people lately..mostly working. Oh yeah, and when I am not working, the parents have me working like a slave. Its crazy ~~how no one seems to want to hang out with me anymore..I don't even know why.~~ what they are having me do around the house. ~~Do I have something in my teeth? am I too fat? Whats wrong with me?~~ If anyone wants to give me a call and hang out, please do so. ~~I need to get my mind off Dave...~~ ♥

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 02:01:30 GMT

Quick Update because I just got home from work and I am really tired. The movies were a zoo tonight. But yeah, anyways. I talked to Dave today ~~about why he ran off at the beach~~. Not that interesting of a conversation ~~he told me he was GAY, you can't imagine how much of a dork that makes me feel~~, but you know how it is.

Anyways, I have to work all week so if anyone wants to come and visit, I would love you forever~~if you bring a cute guy, I could use one to get my mind off Dave~~ because it gets boring. Call it Guys!! xo

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 03:12:05 GMT

Hey Guys. What is up with this? I haven't seen like anyone in foreverr. I went to the Dot with Dave last night, but he is all I have seen in quite awhile.~~Gosh, he is soo cute. I would soo go out with him.~~ All this drama, and I am not in any of it..its kind of a shame~~Acually, I am glad..I have enough going on in my own life and that's the last thing I need~~ You guys are either super boring to the extreme, or totally drama filled, how come we can never just be in the middle somewhere? UGH!

Well anyways, this is a short update because I am going to go take a walk and think. This drama is completely over my head, and I might go insane if I don't figure some stuff out.

JT, Call me and maybe we can hang out?
Dave, We should sooo hang out again ~~I miss your smile already~~
Hazel, We need to catch up.
Everyone else, Call me to make plans.

♥ Paige

((DUDE GUYS, I REALLY NEED A PLOTLINE. ANY IDEAS? I WOULD LOVE YOU FOREVER!))

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 13:31:51 GMT

Okay, so I am still a little lost, but from what I know, degrassi is going insane. All these trips to the hospital, everyone getting into these little cat fights. Oh yeah, and what's with all these crazyyy summer flings? Craig/Marco...Craig/Em...Criag/Alex...Spinner/Liberty...ohh the list can go on! And I have yet to see Sean, JT, DLYAN, Ian, or this new kid David lately? Who knows. And everytime there is a party, it goes all drinking/smoking crazy and people wind up just kissing the night away! It's just weird because it seems like Degrassi is turning into a hell hole. Anyone want to hang out? I need to get away from the big groups of drama, and go out and have a nice time. Call me if you do. ♥

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 16:41:43 GMT

I'm back guys, with a nice tan, and some new clothes. I hope you all missed me as much as I missed all you guys. I'm thinking a Welcome Back party for Paige? Anyone want to hang out? I am totally sick of my family, and will do anything to go out. Someone has to fill me in on what's been going on! I still have yet to unpack anything, considering I just got home like a few moments ago. But unpacking isn't as important as hanging out with friends. ~~I want to know who's single, because I sooo need a man!!~~

Anyways, my trip to CA was pretty nice. Beaches, hot and famous guys..What more could I ask for? I guess the parents weren't that mean dragging me off to paridise, right? The only sad thing was no vacation flings with any guys, *sigh*. ~~There was this one guy, but let's just say he was a jerk.~~ But yeah, I am going to go take a shower, and maybe go to the dot for a smoothie or something later, so call me if you care to join. ♥

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 03:14:23 GMT

Hey Guys, quick update. My parent's took me to this place in California. It's pretty nice down here, I've been to the beach alot. I am pretty tan, too if I do say so myself. I will update with pictures later in the week when I come home. This is a computer in the lobby of the hotel we are staying at and there is like this time limit or something. I can't say I aren't having any fun, but I miss you guys so much! well, anyways call my cell phone if you want to talk to me, unless I happen to get online sometimes in the near future. xo

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 15:09:08 GMT

My parents decided to go on some crazy trip, and bring me along with them. They are like, "We are leaving tomorrow, hurry and pack". UGH! A total waste of part of my summer, like seriously. GOSH! But yeah, I won't be here for awhile but if you want to call the cell or something, that would be good!

((Sorry Guys, I am like superrrrr busy and Glenn/JT is staying at my house too, so its like CRAZYYY. Be back as soon as possible. If I happen to be online you can IM me RP, but I won't be able to update my LJ I don't tihnk. SORRY. DONT CUT ME, PLEASE!!!(or JT, I will have him think of something for his character too) BYEE))

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 01:01:05 GMT

I called Hazel, but she was out already. I soo needed to get out of this house, and decided I would go to a party I heard about at the Dot earlier when I was getting a smoothie. ~~not the brightest idea, Paige..your so stupid~~ It was at some kid's house, I don't even know who it was. My summer wasn't all that drama filled, so I figured I would test my luck, and crash the party. What else was there to do? Did you think Paige would just hear about a party and not go..I think not. I got there, and met some people. They didn't seem so bad. Turns out, it was some collage party. I guess it was safe to assume I was the youngest person there, but no one has to know that. But anyways, back to my story. I was talking to this one girl, who seemed pretty nice. She is a cheerleader at the collage, and so we got talking about that. All was going well, until I met her boyfriend. The one and only jerk-hole, the last person I wanted to see this summer, or EVER again. Dean just wants to ruin my life. Thats right, I said DEAN. What Luck is that? I guess you can figure out what happened next. I poured some punch on him, pushed him into the snack table, screamed a bit, ran out, went home to lock myself in my room. I made a complete fool of myself, and I just..WHY DID HE HAVE TO BE THERE?

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 13:38:20 GMT

Summer has been pretty laid back lately. I went to the Dot with Craig last night. We just sat and talked. ~~I am pretty sure he is in love with Marco!~~ Then we hit the park, and just sat on the swings and talked. ~~The kid broke down and cryed in front of me, it was adorable~~ It was okay I guess, not really exciting or anything. We need something to happen, maybe spice this summer up a bit. I don't know if a party will do that or not, on account the parties these days aren't the best. Anyone have any suggestions? xo -Paige

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 02:35:42 GMT

Hey Guys, quick update.

Parents completly grounded me. Something about how I can't fail exams? Oh yeah, and how I forgot to do something and I am not responsible enough? Who knows. Which completly sucks..but yeah, I am going to go before they catch me on the computer and like, completly spontaneously combust. xo -Paige

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 20:34:20 GMT

So, there seems to be alot of girl-on-girl and boy-on-boy kissing going around Degrassi these days. A little too much for me, and you won't hear my name being talked about in the halls...but whatever floats your boat I guess. I mean, don't get me wrong, I have nothing like, at all against that..like my older brother is gay along with some of my close friends. But some people kind of surprised me. Oh well, when is our school ever close to normal anyways?

I am still worried about Dylan too. Marco, if you see this we sooo have to get together and figure this thing out!

And speaking of school, Friday marks Summer vacation. I absolutly cannot wait. But finals are completly stressing me out. I could soo go for a pampering. But anyways, I am seeing a party in the near future, maybe at my house..this weekend sometime? Details to come, mark my word! x3